|Friday, June 16th, 2006|
|ABC questions are fun!!!|
|Are you a guy or a girl?:||girl |
|Beer or Liquor?:||neither |
|Can you balance on 1 foot jump up and down and rub your tummy all at once?:||yes |
|Did you just try it?:||no |
|Eileen is my name if ur name started with an E what would u want it to be?:||Eddie |
|FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE THINGS|
|1.:||pearl jam |
|2.:||roleplaying with my cousin sam |
|3.:||my mom |
|Girls are ________.:||annoying |
|How tall are you?:||5'2" |
|I love icecream .. whats your favorite flavor?:||rocky road |
|Jello shooters are at parties what else is at a party that starts with a J?:||jjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjc penny store clerks |
|Kill or be killed. If you could kill one celeb. who would it be?:||lindsay lohan. or britney spears |
|Love or Lust? (which have you fallen for):||neither =\ |
|Marijuana or Alcohol? (or neither ):||alcohol maybe, when im of age (YES IM A GOOD GIRL!) |
|No or Yes (just4)|
|Ever had sex with a man?:||no |
|Ever been to a different country?:||yes |
|Are you allergic to anything?:||yes |
|Can you stand completly straight look down and see your toes?:||yes? |
|( fill in the blank)|
|Omg I have no _________!!!:||penis |
|People think im _________.:||crazy |
|Quiet people _____.:||are me |
|RANDOM THING TO MAKE YOU THINK (only3)|
|If you could be any animal what would it be?:||leopard |
|If you had an extra body party what would you want it to be?:||arm, i couldnt hold a cable and i put it in my mouth and i got electrocuted. IF I HAD AN EXTRA ARM THAT WOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED |
|If you lost all but one of your 5 senses which one would you keep?:||sight |
|Soda or juice?:||soda |
|Think of one thing that makes you frown and 2 that make you smile.:||my dad/ pearl jam and my family |
|Under any circumstance whats one thing you dont wanna live without?|
|VISA or money.. which one do you use more?:||money as i dont have a credit card |
|What is your favorite Holiday?:||christmas |
|What will make you puke instantly?:||the stuff that leaks out of people, ie: boogers, crap, other puke, spit, things like that |
|What color is the chair your sitting on right now ?:||brown and woody |
|What was the first thing you ate today:||fuck i cant remember |
|What is your favorite crayola color?:||razzmatazz |
|What is your favorite weird smell?:||rubber cement |
|What is the worst thing you've worn?:||i dunno probably something stained or something |
|xx______xx or OooOO____OooOOO (screen names):||washedinblack_91, kittentoejam88, i am az az, and dontsoonforgetme |
|Yawn or sneeze?:||sneeze, it feels good and yawns are annoying |
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|Thursday, April 27th, 2006|
SECRET SHOW TICKETS AT TOWER MIDNIGHT SALESECRET SHOW TICKETS AT TOWER MIDNIGHT SALE04.27.06|
Secret Show NYC- Tower Records and J Records have teamed up to present a special show on Friday May 5th at a yet-undisclosed location in Manhattan. Be one of the first on line to purchase Pearl Jam at midnight at the Tower store on 4th and Broadway on Monday May 1st and receive a FREE ticket to the show. Supplies are limited, so get there early.
hoooly crap manssss......
current mood: giddy
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|Sunday, January 1st, 2006|
3:50 am - happy new year
yeah onto more important things. i just submitted my supplement to dartmouth. i know its not the whole application, but just that little step made me realize something. with the birth of a new year comes the birth of new challenges, new responsibilities, new experiences that are just around the corner. i, ariana marie melendez, am graduating high school in a mere 6 months and down that year i'll begin anew as ariana marie melendez, college freshman. as a new year begins i realize now that my life as a teenager is drawing a close and my life as an adult woman is just starting. its scary but i know i can make it. four years seems like a long time to be in school, but ive been in school for about 13 years now, i can handle 4 more. but this isnt ordinary schooling, id be seen as an adult and would have to be responsible for new tasks i cant even fathom right now. papers upon papers and tests of another magnitude. am i really ready to take on the tasks of a normal adult? am i able to perform satisfactorily in this crazy mixed up world called reality? i may not have all the answers, but i know that with perserverence i can make it through anything. and it'll all be worth it when im 21 years old and on that stage, receiving that glorious piece of paper in recognition of my completing not only college, but the most important four years of my life. its not just about grades and books, its about self-discovery. its about learning that just one person can do almost anything and with teamwork, great minds can achieve more. its about meeting that special someone who will be part of your life the rest of your life, whether that person be a husband, a wife, a good friend, a study partner, a professor, just about anybody. its about knowing that you have succeeded and knowing that with that piece of paper, you will strive in life. i know i only handed in a part of an application, but its the beginning to something strange and intimidating yet exciting and hopeful. by handing in that supplement i not only hand in a piece of and application to a college, im handing over myself to college and saying "look out college, here i come!" and im handing myself over to the world itself and saying "look out world, here comes ariana melendez." it may just be a piece of electronic paper, but its a lot more to me, college, and soon, everyone. i know i'll make an impact in this world and i know i'll make a difference and i know that all that i do will be for the benefit of society and ultimately myself. i'm making this public instead of friends only so that everyone can watch me blossom from a high school senior and a teenager, to a college freshman, and a powerful woman. watch out everyone, i'm going to college.
current mood: accomplished
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|Tuesday, November 15th, 2005|
So when the woman saw that the tree was good for food, and that it was a delight to the eyes, and that the tree was to be desired to make one wise, she took of its fruit and ate; and she also gave some to her husband, and he ate.
current mood: sleepy
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|Saturday, October 22nd, 2005|
12:29 pm - yeah i know i havent updated in a while..
uhh i was supposed to take my ACTs but i went to the wrong testing center so oh well. i might do it tomorrow. OH! i got my braces off 2 days ago! =DDDDD but my retainers make me sound like a total retard. oh well... i think i might actually get good grades this marking period and if i do, that means i get a tongue piercing and stickman tattoo! =DDDDD cant wait! im a little skeptical about the piercing, but i really want the tattoo, although im a little scared. im gonna apply to colgate now so bye
current mood: anxious
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|Friday, October 7th, 2005|
How SEXXXY are YOU?|
Add the letters in your name using the numbers below =) And Write it at the bottom!
under 45 points=not too sexy
from 46-75 points=pretty sexxy
over 76 points=VERY damn sexxxxy!!!
beyond 100= sexy as fuck!!!!
1. giulia--worth 43! points!
3. Corrina - 50, not bad, hm?
4. Andrea- 39, i thoght it would be worst
5.Melissa-37, (tear) my name sucks ass!
6.Samantha(so I used my whole name...What!)-49...yeah bitch Very fucken' sexxxxxxxxy!!!!!......lol.
7...VANESSA...41...PHEW....I JUST MADE THE CUT MY NAME IS VERY SEXII...
8.Brandon-40 pretty sexy i guest.
9.LOREN- 40 -PRETTY SEXY
10.Annfrancis-:75: VERY SEXY!!!!!!!
12. victor~46> VERY sexxxxy, (not as sexy as valery tho, hah)......
13.Fernando~59 ohhh yeaa VERY SEXXY
14.***PATRICIA***--->51 SHIT MY NAME IS VERY SEXY
15. Ryan---------44 very sexxy!
16. Trey 46 very sexy
17. yarin....52 haha im very sexy like my name!
18.travis...42 o yez very sexy
19.Brianne~~~53 very sexy
20 Jessica 82.... t0o sexy f0r this quiz....
21:::::desiree~~~69 i guess i verry berry sexy
22.walter~~~~50 i guess very sexy
24. arlene .. 51
26.Alicia - 41 ha thats such a lie!
27. SamRa - 49 Aha!! VerY sexY HeLLz Yeah!! haha
28. Warren- 101...I did'nt really need a teset 4 that...lol
29. Taj Zai~ 98... What did I win?? :)
30. Will_BeBangin-->William-->100..Now what
31. Kelly~ 132 Who would have guessed? lol
32 seth~ 62
33. MIRNA~ 97 MY NAME IS VERY DAMN SEXY! LOL
34. Stella --137 sexy as fuck!!!! wow dam lol!!!!
35.archy~71 pretty sexy! hehe
36. Zin - 63 ... not bad for 3 letters
37. ANASTASIA .... spell it and weeeeeep! 188 biatches!!!! never touch this sexy ass!
38. Edwin - 98... and just think how hot it sounds while she's moaning it? yes edwin, harder harder? i mean who came up with this list.
39- jd ...179, if you know my real first name, you know how sexy that is- shit you not, i really scored 179
40. bridget - wow 92
41. Turtle - 87 Im a sexy bitch...
42. Gads (i used my real name for this) - 128, you know you want me :-)
43. Dwight - 69, maybe this means something...
44. Stefanie - 147 Woooot!
45.Defrese (I used my last name ha)133
46. savannah~ 173 bitches woot woot!
48. Stephine--124.,.SeXxy Az FUCK.,., Damn right...LoL
49. Kirby-83 and trust me im damn sexyyyyy!
50. sandra- 137 neh
51.Mike-138 fuck yeah!!!!!!!!!!!
52. Dustin- 111 Ha Ha You know it
53. Julianne:) - 166 sexy as fuck:)
54.Nicole-113 SEXY as FUCK!!!
55.kelsey-148**one sexi fuck
56. Michael- 128 SEXY AS FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK :D:D
57.clement-142 sexy as fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
58.dakota nichol-im a 125 im soooo S-E-X-A-Y~~
59.zachary--114 i guess thats good?
60.Ericka--102!! yea i am sexy as fuck!!!!!!!!!!
61.KYLE~~~~101 SEXY AS FUCK LOL
62. Melyssa- 47... im not surprised
63. Michele -125! ... hahaaaaaa
64.Jason-101! fuckin right!!
65. amanda~~ 152!! my names fuckin sexy!!
66. aShLeY. 128!! yay!
67. Marci~~109 cool
69. Stephanie...147 hEll yEAH sExY~<3
70. Leslie~~~ 136.. ~im fkn sxy!~
71. anthony---134 what can i say
81. Felicia---115---i am sexy as fuck ;)
82. Lori......97....i m very damm sexxxy :)
83.mohamed...144 enough lol?
84. CherryPoppin'Toys---201! beyond 100= sexy as fuck!!!!
85.~Sxylina~121....sexy as Fuck...and you know it!!
86. Jason- 101... Gimme some props!
87. Anya- 96........Damn i need one mo letter in my name
88. Venus- 95....I already knew i was sexy!:-)
89. ARLENE: 133!!!! NIGGA THOUGHT CHU KNEW!!!!!
90. EBONY-97 i'm VERY damn sexxxxy ;)
91. Damian- 113, im killin'em out here hahaha
92. *Charlene* ~ 152 fuckin sexy lil mama lol
93. *Delia*-112~ Stay Sexy out here
94. *Virginia--105 bitches im 2 fuckin sexy ;)
95. ~Shelley~ , 146..Sexy as Fuck, u kno it
96.~~alia~~ 87...dont ask no questions......U ALREADY KNOW
97.***Azizi***89-damn, I'm *FEELIN* myself!!
98. *Rachel* 102 ...if my name could better describe my sexiness, it would be spelled RACHELLLLLLLLLLLL...hahahhahaha.... sry i just ruined the moment..
99. === LiRiDoN === 131 ehh proud to be Albanian :P
100. Adita-92 very damn sexxxy
101. Justin-94 guess i'm very damn sexy!
102. Schiobhan- 151........ SEXY AS FCUK
103. Marina~~~~ 120 *SEXXY AS FUCK*
104. JUSTIN~~94 LOL thank God I thought i was gunna score a 2
105. ZENY***93 WOW...Very Damn Sexxy! Not bad at all...LOL.
106. Barby ~~>80 ~~~> Very damn SEXXY
107.Alex=188 sexxxxy as fuck, so sexxxy id fuck me
108. Jessy~99 VERY DAMN SEXY!!
109. Tracy - Im 69 LOL
110,nicky<>depends on if i use nicky 99 or nichole 125 so ether way it goes i score pretty damn high......
111.Tanya~I scored a 104 so I am sexy as fuck!!!
112. Kapika ~ 118 = Sexy as fuck! LOL! sure
113.Celestine**172=sEcKsIe aS fUcK...Whatevahs!
114. ~ F E L Y ~ < 83 > sec'z as a mutha'fuckah!! Tee-hee wot?..
115. KEONI-103, ya...dis hawaiian brah will rock ur okole!
116. Jenn~91... or Jennifer~142
119. vanessa~strait bombeey 268 ahaha holla at me
120. Tyler 93 i'm DAMN sexy bitches hahaha
121. charlie-132 IM SEXY! but you already knew that huh?
122. Katherine-210 yeh yeh yeh keehee i win! jk there's others who beat me.
MIRANDA~ 148...woohoo lol
123. Crystal~ i got 175 haha lol
124. aRieL** 118....yay??
125. Jackie~~ 167.... wow thats really high.....! [[yay lol]]
davdi~99 very damn sexy!!
127. Chelsea= 238!!!! better than you david!!
128.kyky~~~100 exactly beezies!!!!...now wat!!!!?...lol
129~~~165, i guess it is sexy cause its mexican
130.Sherwin-..::182::....::sexi as FUCK::..i guess i might be sexi then....
131. Josefina--- I was sexy with the first three letters... you know!!!
132. Sylvia- 169!! Oh yeah sexy as fuck, especially since i got that 69 in there! ;)
133. May- 68...that's pretty good since i only have 3 letters :) my other name was sexy as fuck
134. Ashley-128!! that's one hell of a SEXy name!!!
135. Breanna - - - 165...sexy as fuck, thank you very much
157. Derek....hell ya!!!!
136: Danyel...Pretty sexxi 177 babia yea...
137. Elise ~ 206 I ma the sexiest of you all!
139. Brie*** 78 very damn sexy. but i don care wat other ppl think jus ma man. so fuk this shit!!! lol
140. NeiL-~- So yea 207!....u know ladies u gotta hit me up...lol
141.Leah~109 ooo i got a sexy name without even putting princess in there...haha
142. SARAh-RhAE aka B0RiCUA LAdY--->140...PLEz i kN0E iM SEXii...L0L JUz kiddiN, bUT iT dUN MATA...Az L0NG Az hE ThiNKS iM SEXii <3
143.CeCiliA~SexXii As fUcK**
145] cherish-168- heck yes
159 ~nikole!@..$%^&* 159 thats wut i tho lol jp
160--Thomas-- 154. Yeah baby
161. Justine- I got 229 I think i added wrong... who know's how to do math anyways?
162. Fez - 142, is there a way to check this equation? I know its wrong!
163. Chelsae- 238...hmm i guess i can't complain HAH!! What now?!?!! rock on Chelsea (..127) you've got a hott name! :)
164. Thomas-154 i knew i was sexy
165. Alysha-182 sexy as FuCk!!
166 - kevin - 125 - woohoo guess im sexy as FCUK!
167. breana - dammmn 144 holla! sexy as fuck!!
168. Kimberly~184~ lol used my real name
169. Ken- 105, and i didnt even use my full name...whats that tell ya?
170. Jerry- 133 Come to papa!! = )~
171. Anjeanette ~ 307 thats good right. . . ;)~
172.SHAWN-148.....ILL TAKE IT..
173. Jessica---->287 :)
174.morgan-kristine---->103 not badd i guess.
175.Allyson(eww i like ally lol)- 223 wow im really sexii lol
176. Danielle >> 243 wow. i totally do not agree. :Ol
177. Michelle >> 206 - sexyyy as fuckk! <3 -- hell yeaa!
178. elliot-->138- damn, im sexy as fukk..
179. Lugannys~~~ 223, iim fkiin sexy
180.Khalif---116 im dat pimp wit a sexy muthafuckin limp haha
181. KaiLyN---> 144 BITCHESSS! im too sexy for my car, too sexy for my shirt, to sexy for your mom... lol
182. Daniel >>>>167...hey numbers dont lie
183. Caroline ---> 170 fo sho.
184. Sabrina---> 184 bitch :-)
185. Ariana---> 118 of course im sexy as fuck ;)
current mood: sleepy
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|Wednesday, May 4th, 2005|
6:21 pm - HOLY FUCK
|Sunday, March 13th, 2005|
8:53 pm - THAT WAS SO FUCKING AWESOME!!!
i was watching the simpsons, and theyre in china, and this chinese guy in the audience goes "WHY DOESNT PEARL JAM EVER COME HERE!??" XDDD that was so awesome!!!!! i giggled and screamed and jumped up and down and im all GO PEARL JAM!! IN YOUR FACE!
current mood: GO PEARL JAM!
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|Monday, February 21st, 2005|
|Thursday, February 17th, 2005|
10:30 am - such beauty...
a wave came crashing like a fist to the jaw i lifted to her head she looked at me and said i pledge my grievance to the flag a snowflake falls in may all been washed in black i will hold the candle till it burns up my arm oh i'll keep taking punches until their will grows tired touch you hold you feel you in my arms never again you're so warm oh the ritual when i lay down your crooked arm i wish i was a sentimental ornament you hung on the christmas tree i wish i was the star that went on top there's no leaving here ask im an ear (FUCK IT) no matter how cold the winter there's a springtime ahead they don't scurry when something bigger comes their way saw things so much clearer once you were in my rearviewmirror i dont wanna be held in your debt she gave him away when she couldn't hold on a little visit reminded me of his presence cuz we know appetite for nightly feast those ignorant indians got nothing on me why would you wanna hurt me? so frightened of your face i said i said i dont know whether it was the box or the bag dont you think you oughta lay your head down tonight he's not a leader he's a texas leaguer memories like fingerprints are slowly raising can't keep me here hail hail the lucky ones a scratching voice all alone its nothing like your baritone i will walk with my shadow flag into your garden don't it make you smile we're all crazy, we're all crazy at war i did what i had to do if there was a reason it was you can't remember why dont you dirty his hands it comes right off policeman what's got the whole world faking she dreams in color she dreams in red
current mood: impressed
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|Friday, January 7th, 2005|
10:17 am - eye r @ skelw
yeah. i'm all insomnia-ed and im like, awake, and tired at the same time. im gonna go search and see what exactly insomnia is and see if i have it. anywho, vicari gave us an essay to do, our first one of the month. this one shouldn't be too hard since it's s critical lens, but he said we're being assigned an essay a day for a week >.< i hate essays. i love to write, but i love it when im free to write what i feel, not about some dumb books. well, if the book inspired me, but none of the books i read in his class inspired me. oh, plus, we have a regents and a midterm this month >.< and then a IB exam in june.. :\ i hate IB, good thing i only got one IB class or i'd die. im not good at organizing my time and plus i have tae kwon do, and i'm lazy, see, being in the IB diploma would be a stupid idea. ooo... harrington ish gonna kill meh if he sees me typing this up.. oh well. OO! we had a 2 hour delay at school, but i didnt go. im not fucking going to school if we have to leave like two hours later anyway. i want my sleep dammit! i miss sam.... eeehhhh.. i want to talk to her today, but i think that she will be too busy at a birthday party... well, since she's a catholic 13 year old going to a catholic 13 year old's birthday party (and i emphasize the catholic to emphasize their innocence) so she should be back at least 10 so maybe... if she isnt too busy.. she could come online at like.. at night, maybe a couple minutes before she goes to bed... just to check in on me possibly... eh. oo, maybe fucci can come on too so i can wish him a happy birthday.. yeah. pearl jam pearl jam pearl jam ish teh greatest band of all! w00t. um.. i dont know what else to say... i went to bed at 2:30 yesterday even though i could have gone to bed at like 10, but i couldn't sleep. even when i was laying in bed at 2 i couldnt sleep, i just laid there in bed until 2:30 and then i eventually fell asleep. heh heh... yeah...
current mood: insomnia i think...
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|Tuesday, January 4th, 2005|
8:11 pm - oh god... im about to cry...
i just saw that good charlotte music video for the song "hold on" for the second time. i've always liked it, but i wasn't paying attention much the first time i saw it. now that i saw it and paid as much attention as i could, i almost started to cry. i would've had i been alone in the room. it's not cuz that video made me think or made me sad, i almost cried because i can relate to that video. no one should be able to relate. i saw two girls and their captions were "still here" oh god... i imagined myself in that chair. it was horrible. i thought to myself, i should be in that chair... i remember, vaguely, but i still remember. crying so much and wrapping my neck with the blinds cord.. i miss samantha. i need her now. i need to tell somebody that i tried to commit suicide. if anyone is reading this, please give me support, i need a hug. i can't tell my parents, they'd think i was overreacting or something. i was only 11.. *sniff* i just started tearing up.. i remember, also when i was in 10th grade which was only a few months ago, it was the end of the school year and oh wow... i was feeling so depressed those couple of months.. i remember having a diary, writing in it a few times a week. that was the first time i used a diary that religiously. i now use it to record my depression states. the last time i used it was in august... guess im getting better? :\ i dunno... oh wait, no, i remember i think it was october, i wrote something down on word. heh heh.. guess not. i remember the last time i was upset, i wanted to talk to sam so badly... i want to now. i wish she came on today.. guhh... i need to talk to her as soon as possible, but, to her face, not online. i need for me to have another panic attack while we're alone, so that way i dont have to tell her about how i was suicidal, i can show her. the only thing is, i dont want to scare her.. or tell my parents... i trust her though. i need to go into my room and cry a bit. im not necessarily depressed, i just need a good cry. im also gonna pin up the words to "hold on" so that i can see it and maybe feel better. oh, last two times i had panic attacks, i was listening to pearl jam, so i figure i shouldnt listen to them anymore if i get depressed.
current mood: im cold outside and inside..
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4:42 pm - w00t for skewl!
i got to take like, 5 naps today. my 1st period teacher wasn't here today, i had english 2nd period (oy, vicari is giving us so much shit for homework this month >.<), 3rd i had free, 4th i had band and since my bass is X_X, i got to take another nap, 5th i had earth science >.<, 6th i had lunch, 7th i had free, and 8th i had american history. *siiigh* if it wasn't for my fucking period and hw, this would have been the best day of my life. oh god im so pathetic, i kept writing down "i love puppet master, he's spooky and i like spooky, i lurv heem" and so forth all over my notes. oh, PM is evilevan's nickname cuz when they're both in the room, its annoying to say hey evan, no not you, other evan. oh, if you're just joining us, evan is a character in the book me and my cousin are writing and evilevan is a character in our sidestories. our book is approx. 745 pages with out editing and each sidestory (most are unfinished) are approx. 30 each. tee hee, we're cool. NO! YOU’RE NOT!
current mood: chipper
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|Monday, January 3rd, 2005|
|Sunday, January 2nd, 2005|
3:27 am - hows ya doing?
i just made my grandma mad cuz i had the tv on too loud XP i turned off the tv and she comes in the living room all "are you outta your mind? do you know what time it is?" im too polite, but in my head im goin' uhh...3:18? that lady gets too uptight, i mean, it'll be something like she can't find her purse and she'll go mad just cuz she cant find it. everyone else in their right mind would be "oh, i can't find my purse, i guess i'll look harder", but no, she'll go, with narrow eyes as if she got a fuckin' headache and go "i dios mio (for those of you not fluent in spanish, this means "oh my god"), i cant find my purse... *DEPRESSION! KAPOW!*" and i'll look at her and feel like "calm down.. its just a fucking purse, just look harder or give up, you only have like 52 cents in it anyways..." yeah. its cold in here. the thermosplat says 70, but ari says 30. >_< me and sam were doing a side story today, and this was the first in a long time that i enjoyed doing because it had evilevan. evilevan is evan, only.. evil. yeah. he's like the complete opposite, e.e. likes mice whereas r.e (evil evan V. regular evan) is terrified of them, e.e. is all pessimistic and r.e. is optomistic, yeah i dont feel like writing, just, r.e. is good, and e.e. is goth/punk. yeah. my cousin came over and she has this high frequency of voice that tears at your brain like a million graters. its not so much high-pitched as it is loud and annoying... and we'll throw in obnoxious for good measure. it'll be like fucking 10 in the morning and all i'll hear is "AAAAAAAAH! BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA!" oh, and her singing voice.. if i were to rate it from 1-10, i'd say its a -4. i mean, if I were to rate my singing voice, i'd give it a 3 because i used to sing well but you know, with puberty and what-not, you tend to lose your voice. so.. she wasn't singing that damn song, no wait, more like, she wasnt singing those fucking songs from phantom of the opera, she killed them, cut them up into pieces, burned them, and ground them up into fine dust. so, it was her loud "singing" voice what woke me up at 10. its so damn annoying trying to sleep after that. god, there were 8 people in my house the past couple of days, its hard man! i cant handle 8 people in my house at the same time. i can hardly handle the 6 i usually have but 8? come on! i mean, my cousin is about 5 people alone, so, its like having 12 people in the house. >.< plus, my brother and her brother are 13 and 14 respectively but they fucking wake up at 9! 9! who the fuck wakes up at nine!?! only kindergarteners do! god, im glad that now theres only 5, my brother's at my dad's and my cousins have gone home. so now, all i have to do is maybe stay in a deep enough sleep to tune out my mom's screeches whenever SHE talks... >.< all i ask is for people to shut the hell up and let me sleep till noon. thats all i ask, and maybe not to destroy my house (which my cousins always do) but noooooooo. i ask for a little peace and i get shit. oh, as you may have already noticed, i changed the layout. oh well. oh, i have this weird mix of faithful by pearl jam (i pearl jam song stuck in my head?!?! no way!) and the phantom of the opera theme song in my head. i think my cousin practically ruined the play for me though. I LOVE THIS HOUSE!
current mood: irritated
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|Friday, December 31st, 2004|
ine gonna get a record player... if i can bribe my mom to get me one from ebay... ooo, tis almost 2005... my new years resolution will be not to procrostinate, to do all my homework, and to be more like evan, like, i'll think before i do more often, i'll be more patient, and i'll forgive and forget more. :) ooo, half hour more. im gonna watch new year's rockin eve or whatever the hell its called.
current mood: excited
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3:03 pm - GRAH!
MY FUCKING BASS AND GUITAR COMITTED SUICIDE! AH! >:o my stupid bass likes to crap out where you plug in the cord and this time it friggen exploded or something. OH! and my guitar string went DOINK! but i think that death was more of a homicide... :[ i can still play, but its just aggravating. plus, whenever i want to tune it, my tuner goes "OOH! A, no.. E no no wait, its a G! definetly a B." :\ the good part is that i stood over samantha's house from sunday night to wednesday night XD our book is now 745 pages. yay!
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12:26 am - HOLY FUCKING SHIT!!!
an old SNL
Pearl Jam+me seeing them=teh secks
current mood: ecstatic
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|Saturday, December 25th, 2004|
11:17 am - =o!